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i feel terrible .
woke up in th middle of th night, found myself in cold sweat .
stomach super pain until can burst alr .
sat on th floor & tried to reach for th oil w/ my eyes close.
it wasn't there -.-
bobian, go sit on toilet floor , than was super hot.
whn i stand infront of th mirror,
it was still veh dark.
but could clearly see that i looked pale ._.
was giddy, as usual.
& could feel that i might faint so, i lie on my bed,
if faint might as well just sleep , LOL .
lz take tempt , & was sweating throughout .
after awhile okay le .
zzs .
But still, despite all th giddyness & stuff,
later still GSS-ing .
Crap, pain again , ZZS !
Cyaz ._.
&; do you still rmb that promise .
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”