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Alright, many things have happened.
I don't know if i'm thinking too much, or is it the fact.
Your name used to be the first i see every morning, but not anymore.
Somehow i find some things changed. Is it because of her? Idk.
You aren't the same anymore. I'm trying real hard. I know that this time, no matter what happens, it has to be small.
I'm trying, fighting.
We used to talk the whole day. As compared to now, different.
Why is it she will suddenly ask things about me to my friend related to you.
Yet you have no clue.
When things happen, you have no idea a problem has occurred.
I don't know what has happened, but I hope I'm wrong.
Faking a smile in front of her, is not easy.
More than one thing has happened, & it's all related to her.
I don't understand .
I guess no one is trustworthy.
& that nothing last forever.
Because forever is a word, that never meant anything, at all.
I don't know how it is gonna be like, next year.
But something tells me, it isn't gonna be as good as this year.
Tears.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”