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You never know till you try.
Here to crap about stuff again.
Let's begin.
Things change.
You might think it this way, but it may turn out the other way.
You won't know till you try.
Give yourself a chance.
Also to the other person.
Because if you don't try,
you may never be able to find out whether or not what you think is right.
There's only one thing you need to know.
I love you.
Sometimes I can just imagine.
You having practice, while I'm sitting there, waiting for you.
I somehow think that I'm in no position to even give you spiritual support.
Back to topic.
I'd tell you,
imissyou.
But i don't know how.
I can only blog it out.
There're so many things I want you to know,
yet I'm not sure where to start.
I dislike my friends saying,
"You gotta move on."
"Maybe you'll find someone else better."
Or even,
"It's not possible."
Maybe cause I choose not to believe in all this.
I choose to stay in my dream, & not reality.
I choose to think of you when I'm sick again,
thinking months back,
we were on the phone when I was sick.
You made me feel alright again.
I automatically think of you,
with scenerios that has never occurred before.
It's not by chance,
that these thoughts run through my mind.
The longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed,
but by the mind.
In this case, the memories.
Seems like time past very fast.
It's already been 3 weeks since school start.
I tell myself,
I'm left with less than 2 years.
Who understands the kind of feeling you get when you really know something can turn out right, but youre afraid of telling the person face to face.
Afraid that the person might just turn around & leave you standing there.
I do.
I can even picture it in my mind.
I was in front of you just now,
I felt my cheeks turn warm.
When I return to my seat,
my friend told me,
"Your cheeks are red."
During recess, someone hugged me from the back.
Honestly, I was super shocked.
Cause I thought it was you.
I quickly turned my head,
disappointed.
Even my mind has persuaded my heart,
never to give in to reality.
Cause this is not the end.
I shall wait & see. :)
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”