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When there was still, me & you.
So, today wasn't a good day for me.Sudden moodswing after being asked a question.
How the fuck did people know what happened when I was in a relationship with him?
It was so long alr, now someone comes around asking me about it?
You guys don't know what I've been through.
Don't know how I felt back then.
So what if my heart was with someone else when I was with him?
Do you guys really think that was the truth?
That's just what it seemed.
Did you guys think, it was easy for me?
Yes, I brought all this upon myself.
& so what if I regret now?
Nothing's gonna change.
But all I've to let myself know is,
even though I've neglected him,
I had the best times with him.
He may not know,
but that doesn't mean I wasn't serious.
He can pretend that I'm invisible for all he want.
But if one day, he's hurt,
I hope he knows that there is another shoulder he can lean on,
another hand he can hold,
when he's afraid.
My promise to myself.
There wouldn't be anyone that can replace him in my secondary school life.
There.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”