better luck next time
Afternoon all .
Class BBQ ytd was fun :) .
Mr Yeo gave Jieqi , Jiahui , Liping & i chocolate for organizing the BBQ .
He & Ms Tan found out about the Heineken & they had to bring back the remaining 10 cans . LOL .
So anyway ,
I feel like i'm seriously hopeless , a failure , & i can't do the right things right .
How dumb can i be , i mean hello ? -_- .
I thought this June holiday will side me ,
I'm wrong .
Once again .
It seems like when there's school & i see you , it's easier for me to get over you cause i'll have to see you , to make myself hate you .
When i don't see you , i can't see you & i won't be able to hate you on purpose .
Thus , my plan failed .
Fml .
Maybe I'm really wrong . Maybe I should just not add on to your burden . Maybe I should just let you go & move on . Maybe our relationship was accidental . But somebody please tell me , how am I suppose to get over him when the memories are haunting me ?
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”