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Forget about it .
Suppp all :) .Going dating later , hoho !
chehhhhh :x .
Don't know why last night so moodswing .
Drink , shout , cry .
Yeah , i wet my pillow .
At that point of time , who actually knows ?
Even my mum was sleeping soundly .
Even my brother was happily doing his own stuff .
Who actually knows ?
There are a couple of times i reallyhave suicidal thoughts .
But i know there are still things waiting for me to accomplish .
Maybe not now , but someday .
Someday , happiness will find me .
Someday , even if you're not the one .
Someday , i'm just gonna realise that i deserve so much more .
Someone's gonna like me for who i am .
& not leave me here dying when there are problems .
Don't you think you're a little selfish ?
I'm hoping last night will be the last time i'm ever gonna cry for you .
I hope it is really this way .
'Cause no matter how much i smile or laugh on the outside ,
everything is just pretence .
i'm great at lying , ain't i ?
Even you were fooled during those days .
No matter what it takes , i'll conquer the remaining shadow in me .
Someone told me , "Everyone deserves happiness ."
Maybe he's right .
So tell me, do you have any regrets that we're once together?
TFF .
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”