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Thanks Junwei for the super belated b'day present . I love the camera & the letter , damn funny :D .Hey .. :/ .
Just thought I should update a lil .
Right now , life's been a mess .
Upsidedown .
Not as suckish as last time alrd but right now ,
it's more of deciding again .
Here we go again .
4 guys , reduced to 2 guys .
Now i'm still not sure .
Whether i should go for which .
One hurt me , the other got hurt by me .
Truth is , i don't even know what i want right now .
Every now & then , my feelings change .
So much for indecisiveness .
These few days , i don't think of anyone in particular wholely anymore .
But then , i know that at this point of time , i've to make up my mind .
As soon as possible .
I'm just afraid that my decision will be wrong , again .
My decisions are always wrong .
..
There is , however , one way ,
i can make up my mind .
I guess .
But then , i'll need to know who you're thinking of when you thought of that .
Because if it's some other girls , i get it .
I know where i stand .
I'll go .
I don't want to fall back in .
I don't want to fall back to where I don't belong .
Can you just come somehow tell me how you feel or not ?
JUST SAY LA , WTF .
Make my life easier .
-.- .
Feel like breaking down liao , SCREWED UP .
Feel like I'm such a fool.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”