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Just me & my absurd fantasy.
HAPPY B'DAY CARISSA ' CUTE ASS ^-^ ♥
Haihai all.
Or just myself.
Yes, I build a wall around myself.
Yes, I push people away.
Yes, I lose trust in people.
Yes, I don't believe in love.
Yes, I know nothing lasts forever.
But I'm just an average girl, in search for a guy.
Not some prince charming.
Not some popular guy.
& certainly not a boy.
A guy.
A guy that can prove me wrong.
A guy that is brave enough to tear down the wall I built.
A guy who will pull me back in even when I push him away.
A guy who will never let me have the chance to lose my trust in him.
A guy who tells me that, 'hey love = me + you'.
A guy that shows me that 'forever' is just a distance. & that distance means nothing when our eyes meet, arm embrace & our smiles alone bring the slightest happiness in us.
A guy that might not fully understands me yet takes the initiave & effort to do so.
Once in while, he can make me smile at the silly texts we'll send.
& maybe, just maybe, make me blush all the way home trying to act all calm.
Words are either gonna make you, or break you.
Haihai all.
Or just myself.
Yes, I build a wall around myself.
Yes, I push people away.
Yes, I lose trust in people.
Yes, I don't believe in love.
Yes, I know nothing lasts forever.
But I'm just an average girl, in search for a guy.
Not some prince charming.
Not some popular guy.
& certainly not a boy.
A guy.
A guy that can prove me wrong.
A guy that is brave enough to tear down the wall I built.
A guy who will pull me back in even when I push him away.
A guy who will never let me have the chance to lose my trust in him.
A guy who tells me that, 'hey love = me + you'.
A guy that shows me that 'forever' is just a distance. & that distance means nothing when our eyes meet, arm embrace & our smiles alone bring the slightest happiness in us.
A guy that might not fully understands me yet takes the initiave & effort to do so.
Once in while, he can make me smile at the silly texts we'll send.
& maybe, just maybe, make me blush all the way home trying to act all calm.
Words are either gonna make you, or break you.

“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”