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Words my heart can't express.
This song , I relate .Part of my blog song too :)
Aviation - You Were My Everything
(Rap, R&B)
{ I think he 'sang' it for a girl he can't forget or smth.}
This goes out to someone that was, once the most important person in my life.
I didn't realise it at that time.
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so, I don't really expect you to either.
It's just, I don't even know, just listen.
You're the one that I want.
The one that I need.
The one that I gotta have just to succeed.
When I first saw you, I knew it was real.
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel.
That wasn't me, let me show you the way.
I looked for the sun but it's raining today.
I remember when I first looked into your eyes,
it was like I was there, heaven in the skies.
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't wanna get hurt.
But I didn't know I made everything worse.
You told me we were crazy in love.
But you didn't care when push came to shove.
If you loved me as much as you said you did, then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit.
Now you push me away like you never even knew me.
I love you with my heart, really & truly.
I guess you forgot all the times that we shared.
When I would run my fingers through your hair, late nights just holding you in my arms.
I don't know how I could do you so wrong.
I really wanna show you,
I really need to hold you,
I really wanna know you like no one else can know you.
You're number one, always in my heart.
& now I can't believe that our love's torn apart.
[Chorus] x2
I need you &,
I miss you &,
I want you &,
I love you 'cause,
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you,
you were my everything & I really miss you.
I know you're gonna sit & play this with your new man.
& then sit & laugh as you're holding his hand,
the thought of that just shatters my heart.
It breaks in my soul & it tears me apart.
At times we were off, I was scared to show you.
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you.
Without you, everything seems strange.
Your name is forever planted in my brain.
Dammit I'm insane, take away the pain.
Take away the hurt, baby we can make it work.
What about when you looked into my eyes,
Told me you loved me, as you would hug me.
I guess everything you said was a lie.
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind.
I can see clearly, my love is not blind.
[Chorus] x2
[Talking]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently.
I had a special feeling about you.
I thought maybe you did too & you would understand, but..
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart.
You'll always be my baby.
Our first day, it seemed so magical.
I remember all the times that I had with you.
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse.
We hit it off, I knew it was real.
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel.
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there.
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care.
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this.
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed.
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess.
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy.
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying.
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying.
[Chorus] x2
[Talking]
And I do miss you, I just thought we were meant to be.
I guess now, we'll never know.
The only thing I want is for you to be happy.
Whether it be with me, or without me.
I just want you to be happy.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”