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Some secrets are meant to be kept untold.
I'm finally up & blogging .Too many things on my mind last night .
Wild thoughts .
Y'know the feeling where you want to find out smth , but that 'smth' can cause you 'everything' ?
Yeap , that's it .
Too many flashbacks , thoughts invaded my mind .
& can't help it when i cried myself to sleep .
I knew the moment i woke up today , things will change .
A brand new reality waiting for me to accept .
So i didn't wake up , i just kept on sleeping ..
till now .
In a few more mins , if whatever happened the way i think it did ,
then i'll understand everything .
I'll see it all clear & then maybe i might break down again .
The good news ? Once a numb heart , always a numb heart .
The bad ? I can't open up .
With the good , the bad follows .
Nothing's perfect yeah .
I , for one , knew this day will come .
& history is repeating itself .
Nono wait . It alrd did , half of it .
The other half is coming .
I'm that fool.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”