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Just like the weather.
Back from getting drenched from head to toe ;)
Did F&N cw till like 4+ , then went out of the lab .
Friggin' cold .
Woke up w a blocked nose this morning ._. so annoying .
Then for some reasons , assembled in class today . Best .
Idk where I'm headed . Idk if what i'm doing is right.
But there's nothing else i can do isn't it..
I feel so weak. I am weak.
Someone who will suddenly break down in a corner of the earth,
who will ever notice.
Sometimes i just wanna be left alone because no one fully understands.
Not even myself.
Idk what i want. Maybe, i do. But idk how to get there.
No direction. at all.
They say when you look back in life, your secondary school life is something you'll look back on.
Now it's nearing the end. How will things possibly get better.
Everything seems like a mess to me. Or maybe it's just, me.
Contradicting shit. <
'Hold on to 16, as long as you can.'
The time when I feel the most fake, is the time, when. i. force. a. smile.
why? idk. i just feel like that.
everytime i force a smile, i instantly feel like as if t_ _ _ _ is g'na overcome me.
I know i'm useless.
Maybe someday i'll understand why things happened the way it did.
HAHA SMILE EVERYBODEH ^-^
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”