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Depression?
I won't be surprise if I suffer from depression.
Hahaha!
Been vomiting water out this few days.
& vomited out what I last ate just now.
Vomiting, sucidal thoughts, losing confidence.
What else?
I find myself a cry baby.
Been crying alot today in school.
First time, crying in school.
Math lesson cry, recess cry, CCE cry myself to sleep & after school also cry.
What's my problem?
I thought I've met all this kind of situation before?
Or was it cause it always happens to me.
I don't feel like studying anymore.
I don't care even if I fail my exams.
Like whatever.
Anything mentioned to me, I can relate it to you.
I rewind back to the moment when I heard what Jq told me during recess.
I walked out of the place, straight into class, where I was all alone.
Went to sit @ the canteen's drain there.
Crying atw.
Like wtf.
Went back to class, emo atw.
CCE, cry & sleep. -.-
"Imagine your future."
how about, "Imagine your future with someone you love," ?
& how about ending it w/ , "but you know it's impossible."
Everyone should have one miracle to work with,
& I'd use it here.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”