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You told me you love me, so why did you go?
There are some things maybe I'm not s'ppose to say out here.But well, I was staring @ that photo, almost everyday.
I can't really feel your absense.
It's like, I think of miracles happening,
& I still think it will.
I just can't seem to believe that you're alr not here.
I think it took alot of courage to upload that pict.
Tmrw should be our gonna-be 5th month.
& all i know is,
that tmrw is just gonna be an ordinary day.
School, lessons, slack, home.
That's all.
You won't even remember tmrw's date.
But i will.
Did you realise?
We haven't even talked in rl since the beginning of 5 December.
Tmrw, I've got a chance to face you though, but only for a stupid purpose.
It'll all end very fast.
But for me, it's just another chance to be able to look directly into your eyes.
That's when all the flashbacks will be back.
I saw you thrice ytd in school.
But you only saw me once.
I ws standing behind you the whole time.
& when I was going off, I saw you yet again from very far.
Of course you didn't notice.
Who was i?
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”