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Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Pause. Drops. Up till now, this instant, i cannot believe what i heard just now.I can't imagine it actually happened. I don't know how to feel rn. I only know, things will never be the same.
Well, the way I see 'it' will not be the same anymore. Past few days was fine. Everything was normal. At least i thought it was. I can't believe. All my efforts. Went to waste in that instant.
At that moment, the only thing I was thinking of was how in the world I'm gna disappear to somewhere else, because idw my friends to see me like this. & i did.
'Was it because you didn't know 'bout it, or because it happened?' Both.
I must thank Sebas & Peiling for being there. Thanks also to Ridhwaan & Elicia who showed concern. Appreciated.
This was no one's fault, really. It's just me being weak. I didn't know what actually happened. I thought all along I was strong enough to get through every single thing. But.
I guess I need some time to recover from this again. I don't know how long it's gna take this time. But it was a huge blow to me. Maybe because it kinda meant something.
But yes, I'm overthinking. But still, how is it my fault. I'm glad I let everything out.
I would stick to pouring my thoughts out on twitter 'bout this but then again, 140 words limit ain't ever enough for this chunk of words.
I'll be okay, just not today.
People cry not because they are weak, but because they've been strong for too long.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”