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Trust, can eat? No?
I don't have one.Recently have nothing to update 'bout, but today.. where should i start.
Before oral, had 1h break.
Mood okok, then started crapping in this group, w Sebas, Ca, Melvin, Elicia, Peien & Bernard chap in.
K so we started talking 'bout random stuffs.
It all started out funny & all. But then, when we ran out of things to say,
some fking idiotic smart alec (duh who else),
suggested talking 'bout this other topic which was sucha sensitive topic.
Sebas & I, our reaction to this topic was t(-.-)t . so yea.
Ccb la bernard.
So after what Ca said 'bout me regarding this topic, (whoops if you're reading this),
Sebas 'stood up' for me in a way.
But i wasn't sure whether i was touched that he stood up for me,
or because..
what he said was true.
Totally shag after that, couldn't control my emotions.
I was halfway through the thought of going elsewhere then,
becausemyvisionturnedwateryhahaha.
Lol dk what struck me.
So yea, oral after that & i couldn't be bothered anymore.
& Sebas was like, 'you wanna jump off this building?'
'YES HAHAHAHA.'
..
So as if that wasn't enough, now another one.
Pls stop lying to me.
If i ask you or clarfiy stuffs w you, chances are that I know the truth.
I'm not naive or stupid.
I trust my intuition.
But because of this, it lead me to another question, regarding another person.
This shows that sometimes even the closest people to you, are not trustable.
So now i've one less person to trust i guess.
I will not talk or say anything 'bout this matter to her anymore.
I don't geddit.
Do i really look like i'm easily taken in?
Issit so fun to lie to me? :')
Sometimes what you see on the surface, is not necessarily what's hidden underneath.
What is trust? Can eat anot?
Idk who i can trust anymore.
Lies after lies.
What's new? What's fking new.
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”