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21 February 2014
10.18PM
I feel like everything is gone. Friends, future, myself. All is lost. And I don't exactly know what went wrong, what I did. I feel so lost and dreadful and I feel like dying. I won't. But I feel like dying. Nothing seems right, nothing is worth looking forward to. I feel like I have nothing even tho I have things. I want to do nothing. Just lie in bed. I have lost interest for a lot of things and I thought it couldn't get worse. I was wrong. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to be annoying on twitter. Maybe this is depression phase 2.

“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it's done. It's that easy, and that hard.”